Thursday, February 28, 2008 /9:10 PM
ღ /&uoyevoli }.
Cruelty has a human heart,
And Jealousy a human face;
Terror the human form divine,
And secrecy the human dress.
The human dress is forged iron,
The human form a fiery forge,
The human face a furnace seal'd,
The human heart its hungry gorge.
-William Blakeyep, that's gonna be my poem for the SpeakEzy journal.
if same as others,
PAISEH.
=.=
got back hist test.
highest.
22/25sigh.
I miss my mom T______T
I wish I could tell her T.T
then she would normally make up for it & give me a reward or something.
but it's not the reward I miss please.
I just miss her T.T
so what if I appear like I'm always smiling, laughing, happy?
yeah, I fake it, 'cause you dunno how fucked-up I feel inside.
happy now?
what's so hard about telling me where the fuck I'd gone wrong?
I admit mine, so why can't you just admit yours??I dowanna affect m'girlfriends.
I love them can?
thanks for the support & understanding.
they still can see through that fucking fake smile O:
'cause you know what?
they're for real, & not any suck-up fakers.
I feel like, I'm really ready to cry any time?
godammit.
I
don't want to cry.
like why the fuck should I?
control lohhs.
some fucking mood swing.
'caused by the bloody thing?
&mom's absence
:l
tomorrow's Friday.
the more I'd miss my mom T.T
yeah, even though we quarrel a lot -
sigh.
I don't feel like looking forward to anything ._____.
next friday gonna have maths test, algebra~
then first week of term 2 gonna have bio test.
._____.
show's over folks~