Tuesday, October 23, 2007 /2:26 PM
ღ /&uoyevoli }.
bleahx
today had that darn maths trail at budget terminal =.=
did quite a lot of acitivities, but, yeah, as usual, it's
boring 8)
but my group's fun :P
hehhs; cheryl, rx & jm <33
it's an all-girl group lah =.=
you know, of course you don't, I figured I really damn weird?
whenever I'm like
genuinely happy/light-hearted in the morning,
something real
nice will happen surprisingly? =.=
then it's like, haiya nvm forget it =.=
:D
anyways, it was liddat this morning ._.
i dont wanna elaborate luh :l
not even my dreams did I expect it sia =.=
seriously =.=
realised something~
everything I thot was like nothing compared to that,
and it's still the one
very deep hor ._.
hehhs :B
dont get wadda heck i saying?
that's my point heehs :B
i say oso cannot understand de =.=
aiya whatever ><
I thought I was over it,
I thought I could handle it,
I kept picturing how it would be
if we ever met again,
kept practising how I would react,
and how I would control;
I would easily walk away,
and pretend nothing happened
and that it was nothing to me,
I'll lie that I never lied,
and everything will go on like it's normal
But then it happened,
and it went out of control
It was another EC,
and everything I kept trying to believe
came tumbling down;
everything I have worked so hard & taken so long
making up and believing in,
was gone in less than a second of your gaze
He was nothing compared to you
And I hated knowing that,
I hate smiling and feeling so light,
after it happened,
I hate realising this intensity,
I hate liking you
But sometimes,
I can't help hate hating you. .